I’M DYING WITH LOVE… ONE YEAR ON!
So, Oshyn turns ONE on Monday
Time screams by when you become a parent, huh!
From spending her first two weeks in intensive care
To becoming the most beautiful, happy kid in the world.
I don’t know if this is normal,
𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐈 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝟔 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐬 𝐚𝐠𝐨
Perhaps it’s because she not just a blob – the communication now goes ways
Despite what I thought,
𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐞𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐮𝐧𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐝,
But I guess everyone says that
𝐈 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐟𝐢𝐭𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧
𝘐𝘯 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴:
Shit gets really hard at times,
We question ourselves,
We fear failure,
We get really tired,
And sometimes, we feel like giving up (truth bomb)
𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐞 𝐠𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐞𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐬…
‘𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘺𝘱𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘢𝘯 / 𝘸𝘰𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘥𝘰 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦?’
‘𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘦𝘹𝘢𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘥𝘰 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘵?’
When that little girl smiles at me, I melt like warm butter
Now it’s not just Daddy’s clients keeping him accountable
𝐈𝐭’𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐞𝐱𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐛𝐞!
What a bloody privilege…